Halloween

I had a fun nightttt. Thank babiessss. 

Update again tomorrow. I'm still feeling a bit high now. Goodnight and I foresee a hangover tomorrow. Oh no, I actually feel really hungry now. Sleep sleep xx 

Halloween

Can't wait to meet my girls and all for halloween later. Yay, and I'm blogging from school. Sitting with my legs crossed, bag on my lap. Fingers typing on my bb non stop. Tell me why am I in school. I feel so mad. I think I'm just too depressed that's why. I feel like hopping. Shit I better get off here before I spout more nonsense. See everyone tonight
Yay xx
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Gong Cha

Ever since school started, my life has been either busy with assignment or having fun with the girls and all the others. Peaceful life, not much of getting drunk and then hangover. Maybe only for last weekends when I was feeling really terrible. So gonna honor the promise to myself i'll only be partying for halloween this week. Gonna collect our costumes tomorrow, so cute and yeah ikr costumes are always .... Well it's once in a year to have fun. What are you all dressing up as this year? So I guess it will be a hotel party then head to zouk with the girls, yay. Can't wait to meet everyone there. 

Anyway I feel such a pig today because I've been eating for the entire day. Georgy came to my place at 10am. So she gets to see my just got out of bed look. She just walked into my place today because my door was open, so I gave her the big eye stare when she got into my room without me even getting out of bed. Novena for Ajisen and partly because we wanted to try Gong Cha. Frankly speaking, I still prefer koi, that kinda explains the queue at koi too right? I wouldn't mind queueing alone just for a cup of milk tea. Fyi, i'm a milk tea addict, I drink one bottle or cup of it everyday. If you're in my class, you will know, anw I had taro milk tea just now. Holland V after school for ewf with J, G, P, C and M. Cheryl and Macy crashed our lectures today. The lecturer, I don't know if he's acting dumb or what.

Alright, gonna get this up, get my camera charged. Have to wake up a bit earlier tomorrow. Because bbg is coming to my place. I'm so sweet right, wake up early to wait for her. 

My pictures are all jumbled up now, so I don't know what the dates are for most of the pictures so well I'll just talk about them based on my memory. Which is actually failing quite badly. But wtv

Mid autumn festival with Mich and the rest. Used to celebrate it with my fam, but they went somewhere else which I didn't want to. Well it was a good night spent with them too. 

Ever since school started, we've been meeting lesser, but it's ok, you're coming over to my place in the afternoon. 

Glenn

Desperately need to lose weight. Looking at pictures of myself then looking at pictures of those hot girls make me feel really depress. Wanna just dig out all the food that I ate today. 

So lazy to take picture with my own cam nowadays. Till I get a new one, things will probably remain that way. 

We actually didn't bring any lanterns along. All we had were candles, sparklers. Sorry but I really like to fire hahahaha. I totally have no idea why. So even with no lanterns, I could still have fun by trying to start a fire. 

See, this is what I mean. I went to just sit at one corner by myself trying to start my own fire, so that I can sing my campfire song. 

And what was that for?

I just want to be happy. 

Is it that hard? 

If only

Lectures

Spacing out in biz lecture with macy and cheryl crashing our class. Settled our costumes for halloween party with the girls. Gonna see are there any props to go along later. Heading to ewf at holland village. Back to update at home with picturessss

I actually don't feel that good now
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Virgo

Sometimes it's easier to be angry than to be happy. That may be the choice you have made recently. If you are afraid to give in to feelings of contentment because you fear something will inevitably go wrong if you get used to being happy, then you are wasting precious time in a negative way. If you have chosen to dwell on feelings of anger over trivial matters that don't have much meaning in the big picture, then you are not only wasting your time, you are attracting negative energy into your life. Embrace happiness.
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Sweltering tues

I'm otw to school now. The plans for today is head to ion after school to run some errands for mom. If only mom would reward me with some extra allowance to shop while collecting the bag she ordered. Anw I just ordered the skin79 bb cream, the sample size one to try out. Hopefully it's good.
Hope it will be a good day at school
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What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

Blues

I went of my place, prepared to head to school feeling good for a Mon afternoon. But nothing goes well on a Mon, or should I say, nothing goes well for me everyday. There's bound to be one thing or another that would make me day bad. Too bad, life sucks just like that. 

So i've to get started on my assignment which is due tomorrow for business math, then move on to business english assignment which is due later this week. What a wonderful Mon, anyone wishes to replace me? Exchange life with me or something? Tell me, thank you. I'll be glad to. 

Went out early this afternoon to trim my eyebrows and was about to queue for Koi when Pauline bbm-ed me to meet her for lunch at novena. The chicken rice there was good and it could last me the whole day though I bought pizza bars just now. So it's another failed diet day. Day 1 tomorrow again. I know I failed at it everyday. I'm trying. 

I'll better just shut my mouth up, get to my assignment, finish watching Nikita and then call it a day. I need better complexion, considering not putting on foundation to school anymore. I could say I went to school with zero eye makeup today. Just concealer and loose powder. I feel like a ugly freak. Was thinking of getting some tinted moisturiser or maybe some bb cream that everyone is still raving about, but I seriously have no idea what's good. So many reviews on the net, bad and good. 

I feel like I should just fuck off and die. 

Whatever k bye. 

Rachel's and Justin's birthday at Nsrcc. 

Met Angeline first before heading there with the rest, met quite a few familiar faces there. Got to catch up with some of them too. This is really such a small world 

Prisca 

Cheryl and Justin 

Angelineeeee hahahaha. 

Bbms

Few of the sweet bbms I receive when I'm awake

Georgy: Okay next time when u're feeling depressed, remember come to my place! My door's always open for u!
Sherm: Okkkk, I'll just walk into your place haha.
Georgy: Or I duplicate my house key for u?
Georgy: Hahaha yeap! Smart! ;). Hahaha nvm don't need! Save e trouble! U climb in from e window k? Then sneak into my room and give me a shock of my life! Haha

Hahahaha cute friends. More than 5 bbm conver going on which woke me up due to the constant ringing but none of ..........
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Starving

Starving for everything now, but I'm too lazy to even eat. Decided to settle for some hot chocolate since there's water and all I have to do is cut open the 3 in 1 hot cocoa package and there I have my drink. Think I'll probably get out to get my eyebrows trimmed, some daily necessities, the fresh air before I coop myself at home to start on my assignments again. 

Fri was Mango then Nana, yesterday was supperclub then nana then orchard tower for thai food. The chicken wings there were really good. Despite already being half tipsy, I could still remember the chilli and chicken wing taste. Had chicken wings for consecutively two days for supper already. Finally got to try the wings at nana, not bad. 

Life hasn't been treating me well, so those who parties with me know how life has been bad to me but love them for staying by me. Really love you guys xxx. No words could express my thoughts now. Really 

Don't know why we ended up at Phuture despite saying that it would be a no party night 

Must be those people around us tempting us. 

"What's there to not be at Phuture tonight?"

Stop stop stop, I haven't been to phuture for about three weeks already. 

Still loving those red nails, maybe could drop by the nail salon sometime next week to have that colour on again. 

Lyrics

If the fire's out baby, How you gonna keep me warm?
Supposing you let me, with the door wide open no one can leave

I know its a lie, I want it to be true
The rest of the ride is riding on you
Over goodbyes we'll buy some place

For wishing you could
Keep me closer, I'm a lazy dancer, when you move I move with you
Keep me closer, I'm a lazy dancer, when you move I move with you

If somebody's got soul...You've got to make them move

Hungry

Love my blackberry, I can do almost amything I want through the net with my phone.
Stomach rumbling because I'm hungry but I'm not gonna eat because we're gonna have brunch at manhattan fish market tomorrow. Yummy
Having cramps which totally sucked now.
Gave butter and nana a miss, yes again. Is this a better me? I really wanna fly to bkk or hk now. Hopefully soon if things work out.
Dinner at paragon with pauline, went to look at all the stuffs we wanna get. Good day spent. Lousy day in school though. We were talking away the whole time.
Tied my hair and dressed up for school today. Kinda in the mood to not be a plain jane today.
Gonna try out the new lenses that arrived today.
Goodnight xx, wanna wake up with better skin. Doubt so though
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Thoughts

Crazy, early afternoon got feel for nana already. Really got some problem with me. Should I go or not tonight? Mmm. Otw to school for project meeting though I'm already late for an hour. Oops
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Holland V

School was fine today, got to catch up better in business math. Feel smarter but well, gonna head to holland v now with a book, music, some notes to chillllll. Anyway is anyone up for Nana tmr?

Alright, better hurry out of home to meet Carilyn, have to drop by the post office to send something as well. Time is running out fast. 

Back laterrrrrr. Seeya

Bbm has already become part of my life, so all my friends can you all go get a blackberry please hehehehe. Pink or purple housing would be better?

Mixed my mac matte honey love with the maybelline tinted lip gloss/balm, whatever you call it. At least my lips don't look as chapped already. Just the matte honey love, I look like someone who has been sick for a few weeks 

Ok bye bye, for real, i'm signing off this timeeeee. 

Mon night

My assignments nearly drove me to the wall last night. I was really staring hard at my management textbook, lecture notes, googling info in between, but nothing is going into my head. Spent a really long time trying to complete it, from evening to 6am then to bed, woke up at 12 and continued till about 330pm before rushing to school to hand in that piece of crap on time. I promise that I'm never gonna do last minute work again, so hopefully I'll not be lazy and get started on my business math later. I swear I nearly broke down last night, I was so angsty and all worrying about what if I can't complete this on time, how am I going to school to hand it in. It takes 50% of my mpo module, no submission means failing that module, panicking every now and then, that sucks, on the verge of falling apart. 

Talked to Mom about the need for a new laptop already, so what, should I get a macbook pro? Getting it means no funshion, or I can actually keep this laptop to watch shows, or maybe use that old lousy desktop. Make to do with whatever that is left right? 

I'm feeling really sleepy now, wanna be tucked in bed with my favourite music and a good book. But I know the good book would have to be replaced with my lecture notes, sitting upright, start doing my bloody business math. I really pity myself. 

I'll probably be back later because I just played around with my webcam. Thats if I'm not lazy. 

Caught a movie last Sat and caught up with a friend too. Now if I've the time I know what I can do over the weekends. Like a random out of town weekend. Sounds fun, we shall see

Clarke Quay for fooooodie day. 

Main meal was ba kut teh that we were all craving for. Already feeling full enough but we still went for this food fest thing that Carilyn brought us to

Going over to Clarke quay to meet Carilyn 

They had Dtf's xiao long bao. 

How could I give that a miss, never. 

I've heard so much about the colourful xlb, and I so wanna try them though the flavours are a lil weird 

Chilled for a little while

Then I think we decided to go over to Cine. Not like I don't know how boring town is. But tell me what else to do.

FUCK SCHOOL WORK OKAY. ON THE VERGE OF BREAKING DOWN MENTALLY BECAUSE I CAN'T SEEM TO GET EVERYTHING RIGHT. WILL BE BACK AFTER I COMPLETE MY WORK LATER. IF I EVEN CAN GET IT DONE. FTS

High spirits

Lying on my bed, 23 degrees in the room, plus the rain out there is enough to make my nose have a major jam in it. But I'm just too lazy to turn up the temperature of my aircon. Michelle would be so proud of me for not partying for a week. Not a single day this week ok. Shall I keep this up? Kinda miss zouk and nana, but well, this life is pretty healthy. But still wanna visit nana next week. Need to wake up later in the afternoon to complete my mpo assignment. Then back to the end of weekends. School days, dog lifes are back. Goodnight xx, hope you all enjoyed your weekend.

Anw I caught a really nice show at cine just now.
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Dying

My whole body is aching. I gaved partying a miss tonight for mpo assignment although it seem like the whole word is at zouk and nana from the tweets I've been reading. Yeah then now I'm falling sick, left with no one to fend for me. I feel so ....... Whatever. This is a bad night but still thanks to the girls for helping me with my assignment. Life sucks, bye.
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Lost

Don't know where i'm at, 

standing at the back, 

and i'm tired of waiting 

Still can't pry my ass off my seat to be on my way to school. I feel so heavy with everything on me, physically and emotionally. 4 more mins to 230 and I would be late for school if I still don't hurry. Will be back afte school to lament and hide under my covers. 

Spize and swirl art with mich some days ago. 

Was it even meant to be like that

Assignments

Tea garden today, wanted to get part of our business math assignment done but we realised that we don't really know how to.
Back to feeling lazy nowadays, wanna laze all day again. My laptop has been giving me problems for a few days already. Been using it for almost 3 years. Time flies
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Mon blues not

Bbg's Mich birthday surprise planned by her really sweet boyfr. Photos up sooooooon

Down with 200 words out of my 2000 words article and I call it a day, no concentration to do anymore since I think whatever I'm typing into microsoft words now and I'm gonna edit at least half of it away tomorrow, so why not save my brains for tomorrow right? Or at least that's my excuse for myself. Dog days are back. 

Duck noodles at newton with Pauline and Leonard just now before going over to town to chill for awhile with Mich and the rest. 

So I just took a lukewarm quick shower to freshen up myself for bed. Mmm yeah I know, freshen up for bed? Ok whatever. Just wanna feel clean before jumping into bed, think i'm gonna spread some strawberry body butter onto myself, so i'll smell good even when i'm asleep. I'm so full of rubbish tonight. But that's good because it shows that I'm in a good mood which's really rare nowadays. Ok gonna switch on funshion to continue watching dramas which I paused halfway for the stupid mpo assignment okay. This all just shows how determined i'm at trying to achieve at least a B in all of my 15 modules, though I'm only doing 3 this sem but it's still really tough. 

Was supposed to have a chill out night with momsie and all at dempsey but we just recalled that my siblings are back to their morning lessons. I feel them but well they have like a few days of break every now and then, wonder what's with so much free time for them when I don't even remember myself enjoying such good privileges when I'm in pri school, do you? So yeah scheduled to further dates, during their upcoming 4 days of break. I miss red dot's shitake mushroom. Or should I tell them to try oosh this time instead? I miss breakfast at jones the grocer too, they serve good shitake mushroom there too. Fyi, i'm quite a mushroom addict. 

Goodnight everyone xx. Regardless of whether you enjoy your Mon night or not..............

Rebel to Phuture

Was at home deciding whether to party or not last night. Was pretty tired because I slept at 9am in the morning and woke up at 1pm to prepare for school. The thing is that I don't even know why I slept at 9 when I was practically doing nothing. 

Well kinda feeling zouk and decided to visit phuture for the night. Swirl art for some froyo cravings and then to zouk with pauline, macy, beelay and the rest. 

No drunk texts from me, no drunk tweets and all. Yeah I was high throughout phuture then for a lil while at nana and then I was totally sober after that. Yeah so as you can guess, nana after zouk. But many didn't make it there, too drunk at other clubs. Met Mich, Irwin and gabe there. Before sending everyone home, quite a few familiar faces seen last night.

Quite a tiring night, but well I do miss partying with all of them and my a few of my fav drinks. Hahaha, gonna hit zouk probably during ladies night or the weekends, so we shall see 

Damn it's back to school life tomorrow. Mon-Sat, school everyday from 330-630. How pathetic, thank god lessons start late so I can get in to sleep in and still party on the usual nights. But how I wish it was only a 5 day school week. 

4th Sep 

Quite an impromptu decision to be at rebel. Was supposed to only meet Carilyn at Clarke quay to chill. 

So from chilling to......

Snapping pictures, then to......

Be inside rebel hahaha 

See you soon babe, for studies and partying some days ok! 

Jessica 

Went over to zouk after awhile at rebel, didn't really like the music for the night. Nana after zouk. Seem to be really lazy to even bring along my camera with me where ever I go. Only when someone wants to take picture then I would take it out. Look, after rebel, no pictures of zouk and nana. Even now, my camera is lying beside me with no battery left in it at all. Shouldn't be so lazy right? If only I had a new and better cam, like G11, olympus or maybe even nex?