Cool?

I woke up like really early this morning so now I still have a lot of time to spare. Seriously, my stomach ought to know me a lil more quiet.

I only know I'm very hungry now. My stomach just can't keep quiet for a lil while 

I.........................................................

Let's meet on Friiiiiiiiii! 

Hehe at Bee's place. One can totally fall asleep at her place because it's just really comfortable 

At MBS. I've no mood to do any typing now, just wanna fml 

Can't help but feel that nothing good last for long in my life. So life officially sucks
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So this morning mich and sel surprised me by banging on my room door, yes I think my maid let them in. Alright well, I was shaken away by the loud banging but still love you two plus ben and siewhoon. It's been long since I've met siewhoon! Hopefully we will be able to meet tomorrow too alright! I'm gonna head back to my secondary school for the first time ever since I left it. Partly is to get my cert back as well. I had a great day with a few of my favourite company. See everyone tmr
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Meaningless

I'm starting to think that my life revolves around meaningless. Feel pretty lousy this couple of days. All I do at home is sleep and sleep, hide under my covers on my bed and sleep. Maybe I'm starting to disconnect. It's been long since I fell asleep at such an early timing, even when I was jerked awake by my own emotions or something, it was only 2am and I thought it was already 2pm, because waking up at 2am is almost impossible for me. I'm able to tell day from night because my curtains have drawn all lights away from my room and I'm literally living in darkness as long as I keep it like that. 

I've no idea of whether I should head out to party later or stay like that. That will totally depend on my mood later. This sucks like seriously 

I've been having a series of weird dreams later and they are really weird. I wonder why but well at least they are not .....

Alright I'm gonna get out of my room to get something to eat, because I'm starting to feel famished 

7th Aug 

I know I was still preparing for exams at that time but I was pretty stressed out and the moment I received a call to head out for some drinks, I appeared there within an hour.

 

It was Mango first with Sel and the rest. 

I was all normal before Daniel stepped in and I felt a lil woozy and here it comes, tipsy time 

So we stood outside for a little while before deciding if we should head to Nana since it was only 4. When all was tipsy, 4 was just too early to start heading home 

So nana it was. 

This one bcm 

Sel didn't come with us! Told you to come

I feel like shit now 

Powerhouse quite sometime back with S, always a bad time there. It's either no matter how much I drink, I won't even feel anything so I'll just sit at the smoking area looking and all the tipsy and happy looks. Before I finally decide I should just leave and goes elsewhere. 

Had a pretty disastrous night on Sat, I accompanied S there again. I really didn't expect a total memory loss after those drinks. Didn't even know that I was at Nana till I woke up to find those texts on my phone which I thought I had lose again. 

So I spent the entire afternoon the next day tracing my tracks but I gave up in the end, as long as I knew that nothing happened and I was safe and sound. It's been long. 

What I know was I woke up not being able to find my phone by my side, panic, because that would be the second bb that i'm gonna lose. Peered over my bed and saw some black device on the floor, picked it up and realised that I've my phone with me but it's case missing, well, better than losing both isn't it?

She concludes that it was probably the last time I'm gonna be there with her, she knows how much I hate it there. 

Sometimes Iife's like that. Why does all those things have to happen and is it really happening?

So I cooped myself at home for the entire day, reason being, too lazy to move and I didn't know where to go. Had plans for supper but was caught up with the online stuffs and reckon that consuming those would definitely make me feel really bad. 

Now all I wanna do is just get a pack of cigarettes, if only Mommy didn't spook me out with all those tales. What am I gonna do now? Out or not? I just think I need the air, probably a few rounds and then I'm coming back up for a book or maybe SATC, then I'm off to bed. Oh wait, I've to do a mask too. I missed it last night because all I wanted to do was just lie in bed and not move. My life has been pretty sucky lately. 

That sums up this portion of my life 

Looking at a piece of  pretty mulberry the other day, would miumiu, prada or balen be better? Hmmmm, Mom, I want you to see this :) 

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Zouk/Nana

Met Carilyn at Zouk and met up with some others there. The night started of pretty dull, but after downing a couple of drinks, the kick got in and we started to really party. Felt like a need for Nana after that so met Daniel, Elwyn and the rest at Nana. By the time I was there I was feeling normal, not that tipsy, just still a lil lost in my own drunked stupor walkingg around. But it wasn't long before I returned to tipsy land, oh no seriously the more I'm out partying and drinking, the lower my tolerance for alcohol goes. Bad, yes/no? Or maybe I'm just using alcohol to make my life seem better just for that period of time. 

So what tonight, Rebel? We will see about it, might be meeting Triff and Ben to get Koi. Craving for it now, ever since I've tried Koi, all the other bubble teas seem really inferior compared to it. Why can't they just have a Koi outlet in the west? The west siders love them too.

Met bbg to catch and for dinner. The congee at Bugis's crystal jade are really a must try. So different from the other congee. But fyi, I really love congee so my judgement might be bias.

Looking at the pictures her cam take makes mine look like shit, time to invest in a new one. 

She complains that we can't really meet other than maybe Sat nights for partying. Probably meeting her later. It's the hols now, we will get to meet each other often ok babe! 

Hehe 

I know my hair colour looks kinda shitty now. I should have listened to Jovene to go for violet red, even Ben tells me that I should go for violet red. It's ok, I'm gonna get my hair done sooooooon. When I'm not that lazy 

I want to drink Koi. Dou dou hahahaha

Stereolove

Ended up at Nana for the entire night last night. Nothing much to say about it, got pretty tipsy, that's all I know. Life is pretty much the same nowadays, probably Alcova on Fri. Not heading anywhere for ladies night. Kbox with the usuals later I guess

31st July

Powerhouse with Sel. Promised her to head down there with her once in awhile, so let's see when's the next. Personally don't really like it there. For you alright bbg?

Just don't like how the place works. 

So after quite sometime, I got pretty bored and annoyed inside and headed down to Nana with Daniel and the rest joined soon 

My mood is at one of it's lowest again 

Before I get tipsy hehe. Party party.
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Fat and ugly.
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I deserve

So finally the main papers are over and it's time to have fun, I'm a happy girl now because Mom says she's willing to sponsor me for my Bkk or Hk trip if I'm going. So looks like we've only gotta wait till results are out and we can book our flights, so hopefully everything goes right. 

I spent my weekends without partying, last night was just chilling at Haji with a few of the usual companies. Then headed to marina bay sands for the night, if only i was of age to be in the casino. It's ok, one week of not partying would not kill me. I've six weeks to kill! So now I'm home after a cold bath, finished with the mask and all feeling so clean.

 

Supperclub on some Fri with P, L, G, C and co. I can't really remember that night, so much happened, good and bad I guess. P and I kinda had a bad experience after that night. 

Great companies! See you girls again soon. 

So it was drink drank drunk. 

Too lazy to type anymore. 

I shall think of what to do for the night. Bye 

Hello everyone I'm so bored now. Daddy is hogging his mac so I'm left with no laptop because I didn't bring mine over so I can only update using my phone, maybe I should just take a shower and sleep. I think I'm typing nonsense and feeling very emo nemo because I think I'm ugly. Ok bye maybe I'll be back later when I'm bored, feel like swimming hahahaha. And I'm looking at the yog torch burning.

Miles Away

Management papers this afternoon was a disaster I swear, it was really bad that I'm about 70% sure that I would need to sit for the supp paper, I really hope I don't have to though. Tomorrow would be our last paper, and it's a morning paper, that explains why there are no parties tonight for us. Wanted to go for a spin with Jovene and Georgy, but I guess Jovene fell asleep while waiting. Even thought of going resort world at first. 

  

Anyway had dinner at Din Tai Fung, xlb were never to be missed whenever we're there. I think a basket of 10 is not even enough for me. But well, you know I'm supposed to be on a diet. 

Discovered an interesting fact about Koi. It's initial name wasn't Koi, it was 豆! Just get your own Koi drink and tilt the cup and then you would see beans in chinese! I really didn't know about it till today when we were drinking and Georgy told us about it. Interesting ain't it? Ok maybe it's not, but I find in interesting.

Tilt your head! 

I just ruined my nails that I spent like an hour on painting them, so I spend another 5 mins removing them, so here I am stuck with ugly unpainted nails and a tired Shermaine. I think I should just not bother about it and head to sleep. Paper starts at 10am tomorrow morning! Seriously, I should stop doing weird stuffs at this unearthly hour of the night 

Feel so fat now, feel like skipping or doing some small workouts but I'm afraid that my neighbour would think that there's an elephant let on the loose. Maybe not at this timing. Tomorrow morning?

Anyway I'm pretty tired already, need to sleep now. 

You all should listen to cry me a river-julie london. Really good music

Cheated on me

I've the best ever classmates and I hope we could all stay in the same class during dms, but we all highly doubt so. If only they can just move the whole class up. If not the whole class, at least let the usual few stay together. Keeping my fingers cross. Though I don't have pictures of everyone. But yeah the usual fewsssss. 

Love you alllllll 

Spent my recent days slogging out like a cow on all my subjects for my exams. Becoming a smoke machine, every now and then, after every question, we will need a stick or so. Everyone is pretty stressed up over the ongoing major papers which determines whether we would be able to move onto dms or not. Who on earth has classmates who're willing to help you on the very last day of the exams, like tomorrow you would be taking the papers already and you still have zero knowledge on that subject. Yeah, bingo I've them. 

Anyway it's the killer subject tomorrow, econs which I got the worst grade at among all my other subjects. So I really need to pass so I can enjoy my hols. Pauline and I were talking checking flight rates to bkk and hk for the upcoming holidays. So excited, we hope that more would be able to go too! Party and shop our life away 

Alright feeling really sleepy and hungry now. But i'm gonna suppress my hunger for brunch for sim hq's tomyum meehoonkueh tomorrow! And a sidetrack, I'm leaving my mcq tomorrow to fate, would I be lucky to get them right? We shall see

Feel sick

So yeah, felt pretty down last night, so I head out for to party. But I expected it to turn out that way because I was already dressed up and I've already kinda make up my mind, anyone who calls me out for a party, I'll be there. So mango then headed to nana afterwards. Pretty awesome night. Pictures are still in my cam and some alr in my laptop, i'll post them up sooooon. 

For now I ought to meet the usuals at holland v for another study session. I'm dressed down today on purpose, hopefully I wouldn't have a sudden change of mind. Leave all my notes with them and head to party. Nono, I'm dressed down, tee shirt, shorts and slippers. Just a night out with one of my fav company, some coffee or tea, cigarettes and music. Yes this is it. This shall how my Sun night be. Tmr as a holiday doesn't really makes a difference to me just that I've one more day to study. 

Goodnight everyone, might come back when I'm home and if I'm not tired 

MENTAL BREAKDOWN. 

O'S DIDN'T EVEN MAKE ME THIS STRESSED OUT. 

I'M GOING OUT TO PARTY. 

I KNOW I SUCK. 

I KNOW SHIT ABOUT ECONS, AND I'M THE WORST AT IT. 

OMG HELP. 

WHATEVER, CAN'T STUFF ANYMORE INTO MY HEAD. 

PARTY NOW, YES. 

Denial

Received a text to head to Nana! But ok firstly I'm not supposed to party this week, sad I know. But that's a promise made to myself and I hope I don't break it. Secondly by the time I'm there, I've no idea what time it will already be so it kinda defeats the purpose of me going down, so yeah I'm home. Came back from Holland v's coffeebean. So today was a really long day for me, a really long day of studying, can't believe that I actually managed to study for the whole day! Hot double chocolate is one of my new found favourite drink at coffee houses. Was there with Jovene, Georgina, Pauline, Leonut, Michael and Haoyu. Without them and a few more, I think I might not even be able to pass a single of my papers, not like I'm very sure that I would pass my foundation course but I'm keeping my fingers cross, can't afford to fail this time. Nowhere else to go. 

Anyway I was feeling really shitty just now, listening to all the emo nemo songs on itunes. Then I just laid on my bed for a good long time before I decided to get up. Till now I'm still feeling kinda shitty, feeling all bad about myself and how my life sucks. I should just sleep it off tonight. Hoping that tomorrow will be a better day. 

Well, I'm really trying to cut down on my intake of food and I'm really hoping that I would not give in to my temptations. Keeping my fingers cross again. 

Alright, I can't seem to find the words to type anymore. I just wanna sleep my night away, wake up tomorrow to study again. Yes study, study, study. That's how I'm supposed to lead my week. I know I've been complaining really a lot about studies for this whole time, or maybe this 2 weeks. Just bear with me for let's say another one more week, till 14th Aug, the last day of my paper. 

17th Aug 

Met up with them to celebrate Pauline's birthday. So we thought it would be a chill night like a night out at kbox with some alcohol then we might just head to the beach to chill or something. But I guess the kbox session just didn't turn out well, I feel like going for some kbox night again soon! 

Drama queens, I swear. You've to be there to know how funny they are. 

"A whole new world~~~"

About the night out at the beach for some chilling.......

It turned out rather differently, really impromptu decision to head to Supperclub, because after consuming some alcohol, the party feel kicked in. It was a pretty fun night with all of them around. 

Crazy Cheryl that night, Pauline too! 

Now you know what I mean

Actually when I was looking through the photos, I was also wondering why isn't there a single picture of me looking in the camera that night. 

Anyway this I'm repeating 范瑋琪-到不了

This is probably one of the rare times that I'm actually listening to chinese songs.