I do not have time to feel like this now

Recent buys and party pics.

I've a new goal for the year and I've to work hard towards it to make it work. Hoping Jan would end well for me. All I've done this month was to shop whenever I'm unhappy. But it gives me a momentarily surge of happiness. So why not? The entire house have been going thru some minor revamp like repainting of the walls, changing of lightings. I so wanted to get a open closet but mom says she will hit the roof because I don't really pack my room. But I promise I would if they change a whole set of closet for me. I guess that would have to wait till after cny. Alright, gonna try to start on my finance and econs assignments. Have to juggle my time between my personal life, school and work. This shall be a start. 

This pair is one of my fav

So gonna be decked in this for cny. The heel's height is amazing, I love their shoes 

Ribbon platforms which are so adorable yet classy, how can anyone not love them?

One of my fav buys. Bal giant city in bleu lavande. I really wanted to Celine thou, ohwell, we shall see. 

This pictures were from butter like a month ago 

Estrina

 This is what I'm always up to at home nowadays. 

I'm a happy girl today, can't wait for my bag to be delivered to me. Bleu Lavande, finally. 

Clothes, check, heels, check, bag, check. Now I'm left with my hair, brows and nails and I'm all ready for cny. Not like I'm very into cny but well...... 

Suspects in love

Totally lost track of my life during the holidays, it was pretty mundane other than the usual stuffs everyday. Thus I shall skip that. Major events that happened are like the release of my results which were pretty disappointing and since has started now, I've no choice but to suck it up and just attend my 4 days of school per week. Morning lectures once again. I'll fast forward to last night then, work, out with the fam, fel's place for pre-drinks, dempsey to meet the boys, holland for somemore drinks before it was back to our fav chill-out place at Marina bay R. I remember myself in a drunken state playing card games and downing wine and then before I knew it, we were off to Liat for takeaway coffee before I knock out. Was woken up to I's extremely high pitched Italian music and drawn curtains. Oh my, I wanted to die. Congee at Clem for lunch, I love the congee there when I was younger, I used to go there really often as I'm always living in the west, but now as time pass, we grow older, thru every phases, there's no time for such old days activities. Sigh another has passed just like that. 2012, I'm counting on you. I'm working towards the end of my dip and I'm gonna bring home a degree hopefully in another 2 years time. Everyone has new year post and such but there's really nothing much to think about, a new year is just another new day. It's just the day after 31st Dec. It works the same every other day. Gonna try to take a nap, wake up for din and see what's the plans for tonight. 

Sidetrack, can't wait for my 3 pair of wedges to comeeeeee. And I'm currently putting this tvb drama background music on replay and its count is at 77 now. Hehehehehhe, I just feel so bliss lying in bed, not seeing the outside world and having musics like such on replay. It's just bliss, you all should try. 

Party pictures from a thousand years ago with Beelay at zouk 

 Fel and Eileen at Rebel 

 At zouk once again, it was the same day but just that I'm too lazy to upload accordingly. 

 And another one. 

Have a good weekend. It's just about proving how much you want it. 

Rainy week

It's been a really rainy week, I've been waking up to the spittering and spattering of the raindrops on my window panes. But nevertheless, who doesn't love rainy weathers when you're in bed? Need I explain further what happened with my nights? I'm starting to get really sick of these, I'll post all the party photos up all at once soon. Mink on wed, more wine at mbs before we know, it's Thurs morning, & from there I slept my entire thurs away. What a waste, I know. Fri was rebel to nana. Sat, butter to neverland. It's really always this couple of places. Nowhere else to be explored right? And when all your friends are there, I guess it just becomes a usual hangout place for everyone. 

Anyway I got a brand new bold 9900 and I was so happy cos it was scratch-free and all. But guess what guys? It's acting a lil cranky again. Like just by placing it on the table gently causes it to auto-reboot. It's not even a knock, just a gentle landing onto the table. SERIOUSLY? Blackberry you're doing this to me? I've so loyal to blackberry phones for at least 2 years. TUGS AT MY HAIR AND STRESSING OUT. I'm so close to going over to the dark side, #team iPhone. But I really dislike typing with touchscreen and what's gonna happen to bbm? For the last time whatsapp sucks, totally. I would totally ditch it if not for iPhone user friends. 

Never mind, I'm gonna continue shopping online, so many pretty heels and wedges on this new site that's not common I guess. Just got a stilettoes, gonna get another wedge before I move to dresses, tops, skirts, shorts, jeans and the list goes on then I'm going back to heels/wedges again. Can never get enough of them. 

Just had creamy pasta for brunch and I'm now staring at the clock anxiously waiting for it to be 5pm because that's when results are gonna be out. Mom just came to me and ask me why am I still in SIM? That's because I'm planning to win some long service award.... I'm just kidding. Who wants to? I'm so nervous because if I fail 2 or more modules. That's it! Another half a year more in the school. I'm supposed to grad now, like NOW. Move on to my degree then get on with life. Sooooo annoyed. Goodbye, pray for me pretty please. 

Ayam penyet with the girls. I'm really craving for it now. Remembering the times when I was in foundation, we used to have it more than once every week. 

Looking at food just reminds me of how much food we had at the xlb buffet steamboat yesterday. When I reached, I was shocked at how much both G & P had ordered. But finally, we satisfied our cravings for both steamboats and xlb, awesome isn't it? Killing two birds with one stone. 

But still look at ayam penyet, the beef balls, prawn cracker and of course the amazing chilli that leaves you crying for more! 

Pizza at Waraku with Sueann. We just walked into it because everywhere else was close and we made it just in time for their last order. This pizza is totally awesome, like good. I'm going back for more. Instagram photos...... That's why I want an iPhone too 

Prinsep for drinks with Fel 

Sour plum shots at zouk that we all love. Can never get enough of them. The sight of these just makes me remember last week or so at zouk where I just hogged onto the bottle of sour plum refusing to touch moet and any of the other liquor. 

Help me decideeeeee

Can someone decide for me like which one is better? I might eventually get both thou but I'll get one first because there's already others added into the cart. Somebody decide for meeeeeeeeeee 

Work

This is me 1120am at work, so much installments to be keyed in and the blocks payment. I took one day at home, woke up at 3am with friends and my fam thinking that I landed into some sorta coma or either I died of alcohol poisoning. Watched modern family all the way till 6am before I decided I should get into the showers and head to work early. Dropped by HV for some provence bread, it's amazing how I see people waking up early. I guess I've just missed on all the good things that can be done when the sun is up and when everyone is awake. I guess I'll be staying away from the clubs tonight or at least for sometime till I set my mind straight. Prolly gonna tell mom that I'm gonna head into JB with G to stay at P's place for a couple of days. Everyone is spending their christmas elsewhere, not on this little red dot. P's spending hers in Paris and I can't remember but everyone is having some sorta of getaway. I'm so depressed. Goodbye gonna head town later for lunch with Fel. We shall see. 

Since I had more than 3 hours to prepare before heading out, I decided to tong my hair which I know would not last till tonight. But well, it kills my free time anyway. I'm starting to feel sleepy again. I wanna do coffee or wine instead tonight of hitting the clubs 

Ibiza

Missing from this space for a good two weeks or so? I've been so caught up with exams, every sem it's the same for me. I only panicked at the very last minute and it would always be a very intensive revision period during the last one week. I swear again and again that I would start early the next sem, with law and macro the next sem, I doubt I would be able to make it if I start at the very last minute again. But welllll, at least let me have my set of fun before the results are out right? I've been downing myself with alcohol ever since Sat. It's either partying or sleeping. I used up the entire tues to sleep. Sometimes I really wonder what am I actually made of? 

During the whole of my exam week, I spent every single night till morn at liat towers starbucks. I was so sick of seeing the same people there every night. I swear not just the staffs there but the customers too. Now that is where you can find the last minute bunch there. Right after my last paper ended on Sat,  chilled at mr beans with Fel and all, then it was zouk at 2am and I only remembered tweeting that at this rate, I'm gonna be drunk by 3am. True enough, nana after without even me knowing how I really did got there. Sweechoon for breakfast. Sun, woke up with a hangover and realised I was late for dinner. Rushed down to 2D1N korean bbq to meet up with A,L & G, mbk and neverland afterwards, I even had breakfast till 9am before I got home. Work on Mon and I swear I was dozing off, my head was swaying from left to right the entire time. Home to wash up and I was off the wine company, it came to a point that we needed more thus back to Georgy's place for more and than the night went on. This is all I can remember. 

Alright, just a summary of my weeks? Trying to digest my food now before preparing for Butterrrrr. See you party people tonight! 

Union bar quite sometime ago!

 Then it was down to butter with the girls! Fel and the Japanese girls

 These were like from Sept! Don't we all love iPhone/iTouch front camera? 

Back to basic

I guess I don't have to elab on what happened on wed and fri. I took out my extensions on wed and now I'm sticking with mascara and only falsies when I'm less lazy. Feels so good to just be able to rinse my entire face without fearing of spoiling my lashes or something. Extensions saved up a good lot of my time but really not a long term solution. Anw gustimmo after with Fel and the boys for a couple of drinks before I popped by Butter. Like I've said, I've grown to like it there nowadays. Fri, quite an impromptu night out at zouk. It's been long since I'm there but well popped by zouk to meet A and the rest with the girls. Went to take a look at the new velvet and velvet's lounge. I've to say I didn't really like it there. Thus I'm still sticking to zouk. Back to zouk for more martell and champagne.

 Woke up early this morn with a terrible burning sensation in my stomach and it felt really bad. Sunset way for shepherd's pie with P before heading back to school for some revision then it was back to my place.Caught you're the apple of my eye with her and Georgy. It's a damn good film, no wonder the raves about it. I totally don't mind catching it again. The male lead is so cute. Everything is just so simple in that show, something we don't see in life. I was like saying, if only life could be that simple. 

 Gonna catch some sleep and then it's time for a battle with my books. Sigh, exams in another few days time. This is so not happening. Can someone tell me that? But then again it would be a month away from school and all. Gonna get a lot of bread from provence tomorrow. You all have to try the pizza bread there and the brazilian cheese bread. You will fall head over heels in love with them. I'm not kidding 

I'll not forget this night because it was nana on a Mon night after chilling at mr beans. Really really impromptu and tell me who has flamings on a Mon? 

 We should meet for brunch/lunch or dinner soon

Till then. I'm gonna sort out the pics for more updates. Goodnightyyyy xo

So close yet so far

Another Mon blues yesterday, I woke up on the wrong side of my bed, dragged myself reluctantly to school, did nothing during business finance lectures. The last finance lecture for this sem in a few hours time before P and I are gonna head to HV and resume our revision routine that we used to practise during the first 2 sems. Deluding ourselves, telling ourselves studying is fun, showing the party sign on our bbm conver. Today ended off with us studying in school. I should say it was kinda productive because I'm starting to get back knowledge from the last semester. Ohwell, we shall see. I would commit suicide if I'm to fail MA again. Big no for me. 

Sum up of last week, decided to pop by Butter for awhile on Wed but apparently not. Didn't make it to Mink, got drowned by Belv, smirnoff and moet. Appeared at Nana as usual after and martell joined in the fun. Bq for supper before I totally ko-ed at home. Spent Thurs at home if I wasn't wrong. Plans for bbq on Fri failed, we went straight to Cq and it's been long since it was Rebel again, feels good to pop by there once in awhile. Nana after which I've no idea how I got there, I even had breakfast after. That's how amazing I can be when I'm too intoxicated. Woke up on a Sat afternoon with whatsapp conver saying, "so where tonight?" How lovely? Pre-drinks at wild oats@Mt Emily before it was Mink then zirca. This week would be my last week to party before I take a break during my exam week, then Sat, I'll be out again. See you party people, have a good week. Gonna catch some sleep and prep for the long day ahead later. Last day of school tomorrow, I'm so excited for exams to all be over. Can't waitttttttt

Aimless days at home on skype for hours 

"Our alien friend" As labelled by S

I can totally recall these picture. We were on our way to CQ. Drunkies in the back seat! The wind was blowing our hair all over the place. 

 This was before drunkies in the back seat happened when we were having pre-drinks. We ended up at Lunar after for ktv, chicken wings, carrot cake and pizzas! Of course martell. Sixth Ave after for chivas and dome. That was the routine during that period of time. 

Cravings

Here's something to entice you with. My cravingsssss. -Whines

Craving really badly for some pasta from TCC or Mr bean's cafe and a lot more. Who wants to bring me out for dinner tonight? Supposed to be on a diet but I had tomyum maggie mee. Sorry, that is the greedy me, thank god there's P to share my breakfast with. So sinful and fattening. I'm contemplating on taking up pilates classes with Fel since the holidays are approaching, anyone has suggestions as to where would be good to take up classes at? Alright gonna sulk with my books, itouch, scented tealight candles and watermelon for lunch. 

ANYWAY GUYS HERE'S A JOB AVAILABLE FOR EVERYONE OF YOU. ANYONE WHO IS INTERESTED CAN JUST EMAIL ME AT SHERMAINEGOH@HOTMAIL.COM 

With your full name, nric, d.o.b, address, gender and contact number and I'll contact you personally or pass your info to my clients 

Job scope: Ushers for the standard charter marathon. All you have to do is hold flags and banners,  pass water bottles to the runners as they run pass you and some simple errands. Meals would be provided. 

Time & Date: From 3rd dec, 2300 - 4th Dec, 1500 (overnight job) 

Preferably male but if you're a female just email me too and I'll contact you. 

Please help me to get more people xoooooo

This feeling inside me

Sum up of last week. Made it to town to meet Fel one of the weekdays because we haven't met for like god knows how long. Mink on wed which led us to nana, woke up with hungover and a lot of drunk texts. Fri was filter night! I think I've some pictures of that night but I had no idea how I got so wasted that night. I woke up with cuts and bruises all over the next day and I swear they were one of the worst bruises ever. Sat was a chill night at Tcc, helipad then nana. 

Once again it's time for school this week, 15 days to exams and then hols, I can't wait for holidays to meet me again. Let's see if I'll party or make time for my revision tomorrow night. 

P looked at me today and said something like, it's just been a week since I last saw you and look at the scars and bruises on your legs, this is how bad they are. Sigh 

Skipped half of econs lecture, headed to HollandV to get our brows done with Georgy and Pauline. Crystal Jade for brunch, venti toffeenut takeaway, back to school for a lil while before it was work over at Dad's. I think Browhaus has done a pretty good job with my brows and I definitely see myself going back to them. I was so exhausted due to the lack of sleep from parties night and school over the past few days and weeks. I was on the verge of falling asleep in the office after finishing my workload. 

ANW, all of you please go and play MY TOWN 2. It's like so fun, okay maybe only to me but I really love such games. It keeps me occupied for hours and hours. I've so much to say, thoughts overflowing, over enthusiastic today. Well, I'll keep them for tomorrow, I wanna shop and destress, this is what happens to me when I know I need to study. Who doesn't love shopping? 

I tweeted: I need to shop. Numerous retweets came and replies came, let's go for high tea and shopping! That would be bliss. 

I miss my dark coloured hair

Finally coming to this. My birthday night, it was quite last minute as I didn't really know what I wanna do and I'm no big fan of being the birthday girl ever since I passed the age of 10? 

But nevertheless nana's ktv with most of my fav people. 

There came the waterfalls

And then more. Some were even bought by my cousin 

And then more waterfalls. I lost count of how much alcohol I had that night 

How can she be missed out right? We have so much to catch up on. 

Martell, moet, jaggers, salmon sashimi! I was extremely wasted that night. Dinner with my family the next day and I looked like crap because I was nursing a really horrible hangover. Sigh, what is alcohol doing to everyone of  us?

I have to say I'm really afraid of the time when the cake is coming out and the birthday song is sung. I've no idea why but yeah anyway just don't like it