Replay

Smile

Take some time to watch this to smileeeeeee. 

A piece of work from the Laselle students.

Henderson wave to Zirca

Been pretty caught up with school, chilling out and definitely hanging out on my bed. I zonked out at 3am last night after catching less than 8 hours of sleep for 2 days. Been sleeping at 8am in the morning and waking up at 1pm either for school or my body just tells me to be up. Pretty sucky, just got up at 11am just now. I feel quite healthy and I haven't been hitting the clubs this week. With the exception of some wine at the pump room on Thurs and Nana on Fri. Nana was totally unexpected, was gonna head for supper or just home after movie, but you know, sometimes we just got the partying feel. 

My maid just cooked lunch for me, maggie mee. I love the korean maggi noodles. So gonna slurp all of it up after this, continue watching the last bit of Nikita. 

Anw I feel so depress now, I slept feeling depressed and wake up feeling depressed too. How miserable of my life right? That's me presenting to you all the real me. 

I've so much to say but all I would say is ............................................... and ........................................

Till then xoxo 

17th Sep 

Vivo and Henderson wave to prepare for our bbg's birthday surprise by her very sweet boyfr. He took the efforts to plan this like months back and make sure everything goes the way he wants it to. So that Mich would have a nice birthday celebrated with all her friends. 

Caught her unexpected, caught up with a few of the girls as well. 

Look at the cute D that I made. Think I'm quite creative 

I think it's my birthday. Hahahaha 

Sel

Writing wishes for her. This makes me remember the board that I got years back, filled with pictures 

Michelleeee, I wanna drink Koi later. So much to tell youuuuuu 

So this is almost everyone there and I think it should be everyone. No mood to think about anything now.

Headed to Zirca for Cy's birthday after that. I actually do have some photos in my phone, and I don't even know how it got there. But well, I'm just too lazy to transfer the photos so we shall see if I'm gonna be not lazy soon and get them up here. 

Georgy's bobby

Did a face mask just now, ate an apple. Watch gossip girl. What a chill night by myself. And isn't georgy's dog such a cutie? This is why I want a new dog. A toy poodle or terrier would be nice.
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Randoms

Sipping soya milk, trying to work on my business math assignment, which is sucking my brain juices dry, but still not letting them off. Tonight, I'm pretty determined not to sway, not to shop online, do this and that. I need to do my math assignment. The deadline is on Thurs. So I really have to at least complete most of it by tonight or maybe complete it so that Jovene and compile everything. Time is running out, tick tock, tick tock. But look what I'm doing now? Fail right? I know, like major fail kinda situation. Sigh, I just can't concentrate on my work. 

I still have so much updates to catch up before posting up halloween pictures and all. But right, I'm just too lazy to catch up with the other updates because I've to hunt for the right dates and files in my laptop and all the folders in my laptop are in chaos. Just like my life, in total chaos. This sucks right? Yeah whatever, I know you all don't care. So meanwhile I'll just post stupid random pictures that I took with my webcam. My best buddy whenever I'm bored at home, when there's no new episodes of gossip girl, vampire diaries or nikita. Can you all introduce me some new dramas to watch so I can kill time at home. You know life in sg is sooooo boring. I can't wait for the holidays, I really need to fly off. Get away from this miserable island. I actually don't mind doing it alone if the others can't make it. We shall see. 

I was trying to get a nice shot of my nails because I really love those matte nails, but I end up looking like one retard young girl trying to act cute. Ikr 

And I think I'm really cool now. Hahahahaha oh shit, what's wrong with me now. Posting all this retarded photos up. For entertainment purposes 

This one was probably taken like 10 mins ago. Look at those horrendous eyebags, it's up for sale now. Anyone wanna buy?

Ok, byeeeee. 

Klapson for halloween

Pretty tipsy with the girls at klapson before heading to rebel. Everywhere was mad crowded. Have to thanks fel for getting us in without the queuing. Phuture after that. The queue was just a major turnoff. I'll load all the pictures when I get them all.
Meanwhile I don't really have the mood to sit infront of the laptop to load all the pictures too. Just another depressed night for me. Lying on my bed, itunes shuffling emo songs. That's my loser night. Bye everyone, I really need a getaway from this depressed island
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Halloween

I had a fun nightttt. Thank babiessss. 

Update again tomorrow. I'm still feeling a bit high now. Goodnight and I foresee a hangover tomorrow. Oh no, I actually feel really hungry now. Sleep sleep xx 

Halloween

Can't wait to meet my girls and all for halloween later. Yay, and I'm blogging from school. Sitting with my legs crossed, bag on my lap. Fingers typing on my bb non stop. Tell me why am I in school. I feel so mad. I think I'm just too depressed that's why. I feel like hopping. Shit I better get off here before I spout more nonsense. See everyone tonight
Yay xx
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Gong Cha

Ever since school started, my life has been either busy with assignment or having fun with the girls and all the others. Peaceful life, not much of getting drunk and then hangover. Maybe only for last weekends when I was feeling really terrible. So gonna honor the promise to myself i'll only be partying for halloween this week. Gonna collect our costumes tomorrow, so cute and yeah ikr costumes are always .... Well it's once in a year to have fun. What are you all dressing up as this year? So I guess it will be a hotel party then head to zouk with the girls, yay. Can't wait to meet everyone there. 

Anyway I feel such a pig today because I've been eating for the entire day. Georgy came to my place at 10am. So she gets to see my just got out of bed look. She just walked into my place today because my door was open, so I gave her the big eye stare when she got into my room without me even getting out of bed. Novena for Ajisen and partly because we wanted to try Gong Cha. Frankly speaking, I still prefer koi, that kinda explains the queue at koi too right? I wouldn't mind queueing alone just for a cup of milk tea. Fyi, i'm a milk tea addict, I drink one bottle or cup of it everyday. If you're in my class, you will know, anw I had taro milk tea just now. Holland V after school for ewf with J, G, P, C and M. Cheryl and Macy crashed our lectures today. The lecturer, I don't know if he's acting dumb or what.

Alright, gonna get this up, get my camera charged. Have to wake up a bit earlier tomorrow. Because bbg is coming to my place. I'm so sweet right, wake up early to wait for her. 

My pictures are all jumbled up now, so I don't know what the dates are for most of the pictures so well I'll just talk about them based on my memory. Which is actually failing quite badly. But wtv

Mid autumn festival with Mich and the rest. Used to celebrate it with my fam, but they went somewhere else which I didn't want to. Well it was a good night spent with them too. 

Ever since school started, we've been meeting lesser, but it's ok, you're coming over to my place in the afternoon. 

Glenn

Desperately need to lose weight. Looking at pictures of myself then looking at pictures of those hot girls make me feel really depress. Wanna just dig out all the food that I ate today. 

So lazy to take picture with my own cam nowadays. Till I get a new one, things will probably remain that way. 

We actually didn't bring any lanterns along. All we had were candles, sparklers. Sorry but I really like to fire hahahaha. I totally have no idea why. So even with no lanterns, I could still have fun by trying to start a fire. 

See, this is what I mean. I went to just sit at one corner by myself trying to start my own fire, so that I can sing my campfire song. 

And what was that for?

I just want to be happy. 

Is it that hard? 

If only

Lectures

Spacing out in biz lecture with macy and cheryl crashing our class. Settled our costumes for halloween party with the girls. Gonna see are there any props to go along later. Heading to ewf at holland village. Back to update at home with picturessss

I actually don't feel that good now
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Virgo

Sometimes it's easier to be angry than to be happy. That may be the choice you have made recently. If you are afraid to give in to feelings of contentment because you fear something will inevitably go wrong if you get used to being happy, then you are wasting precious time in a negative way. If you have chosen to dwell on feelings of anger over trivial matters that don't have much meaning in the big picture, then you are not only wasting your time, you are attracting negative energy into your life. Embrace happiness.
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Sweltering tues

I'm otw to school now. The plans for today is head to ion after school to run some errands for mom. If only mom would reward me with some extra allowance to shop while collecting the bag she ordered. Anw I just ordered the skin79 bb cream, the sample size one to try out. Hopefully it's good.
Hope it will be a good day at school
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What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

Blues

I went of my place, prepared to head to school feeling good for a Mon afternoon. But nothing goes well on a Mon, or should I say, nothing goes well for me everyday. There's bound to be one thing or another that would make me day bad. Too bad, life sucks just like that. 

So i've to get started on my assignment which is due tomorrow for business math, then move on to business english assignment which is due later this week. What a wonderful Mon, anyone wishes to replace me? Exchange life with me or something? Tell me, thank you. I'll be glad to. 

Went out early this afternoon to trim my eyebrows and was about to queue for Koi when Pauline bbm-ed me to meet her for lunch at novena. The chicken rice there was good and it could last me the whole day though I bought pizza bars just now. So it's another failed diet day. Day 1 tomorrow again. I know I failed at it everyday. I'm trying. 

I'll better just shut my mouth up, get to my assignment, finish watching Nikita and then call it a day. I need better complexion, considering not putting on foundation to school anymore. I could say I went to school with zero eye makeup today. Just concealer and loose powder. I feel like a ugly freak. Was thinking of getting some tinted moisturiser or maybe some bb cream that everyone is still raving about, but I seriously have no idea what's good. So many reviews on the net, bad and good. 

I feel like I should just fuck off and die. 

Whatever k bye. 

Rachel's and Justin's birthday at Nsrcc. 

Met Angeline first before heading there with the rest, met quite a few familiar faces there. Got to catch up with some of them too. This is really such a small world 

Prisca 

Cheryl and Justin 

Angelineeeee hahahaha. 

Bbms

Few of the sweet bbms I receive when I'm awake

Georgy: Okay next time when u're feeling depressed, remember come to my place! My door's always open for u!
Sherm: Okkkk, I'll just walk into your place haha.
Georgy: Or I duplicate my house key for u?
Georgy: Hahaha yeap! Smart! ;). Hahaha nvm don't need! Save e trouble! U climb in from e window k? Then sneak into my room and give me a shock of my life! Haha

Hahahaha cute friends. More than 5 bbm conver going on which woke me up due to the constant ringing but none of ..........
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Starving

Starving for everything now, but I'm too lazy to even eat. Decided to settle for some hot chocolate since there's water and all I have to do is cut open the 3 in 1 hot cocoa package and there I have my drink. Think I'll probably get out to get my eyebrows trimmed, some daily necessities, the fresh air before I coop myself at home to start on my assignments again. 

Fri was Mango then Nana, yesterday was supperclub then nana then orchard tower for thai food. The chicken wings there were really good. Despite already being half tipsy, I could still remember the chilli and chicken wing taste. Had chicken wings for consecutively two days for supper already. Finally got to try the wings at nana, not bad. 

Life hasn't been treating me well, so those who parties with me know how life has been bad to me but love them for staying by me. Really love you guys xxx. No words could express my thoughts now. Really 

Don't know why we ended up at Phuture despite saying that it would be a no party night 

Must be those people around us tempting us. 

"What's there to not be at Phuture tonight?"

Stop stop stop, I haven't been to phuture for about three weeks already. 

Still loving those red nails, maybe could drop by the nail salon sometime next week to have that colour on again. 

Lyrics

If the fire's out baby, How you gonna keep me warm?
Supposing you let me, with the door wide open no one can leave

I know its a lie, I want it to be true
The rest of the ride is riding on you
Over goodbyes we'll buy some place

For wishing you could
Keep me closer, I'm a lazy dancer, when you move I move with you
Keep me closer, I'm a lazy dancer, when you move I move with you

If somebody's got soul...You've got to make them move

Hungry

Love my blackberry, I can do almost amything I want through the net with my phone.
Stomach rumbling because I'm hungry but I'm not gonna eat because we're gonna have brunch at manhattan fish market tomorrow. Yummy
Having cramps which totally sucked now.
Gave butter and nana a miss, yes again. Is this a better me? I really wanna fly to bkk or hk now. Hopefully soon if things work out.
Dinner at paragon with pauline, went to look at all the stuffs we wanna get. Good day spent. Lousy day in school though. We were talking away the whole time.
Tied my hair and dressed up for school today. Kinda in the mood to not be a plain jane today.
Gonna try out the new lenses that arrived today.
Goodnight xx, wanna wake up with better skin. Doubt so though
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Thoughts

Crazy, early afternoon got feel for nana already. Really got some problem with me. Should I go or not tonight? Mmm. Otw to school for project meeting though I'm already late for an hour. Oops
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Holland V

School was fine today, got to catch up better in business math. Feel smarter but well, gonna head to holland v now with a book, music, some notes to chillllll. Anyway is anyone up for Nana tmr?

Alright, better hurry out of home to meet Carilyn, have to drop by the post office to send something as well. Time is running out fast. 

Back laterrrrrr. Seeya

Bbm has already become part of my life, so all my friends can you all go get a blackberry please hehehehe. Pink or purple housing would be better?

Mixed my mac matte honey love with the maybelline tinted lip gloss/balm, whatever you call it. At least my lips don't look as chapped already. Just the matte honey love, I look like someone who has been sick for a few weeks 

Ok bye bye, for real, i'm signing off this timeeeee.