15 days

I didn't really know that today was the last day of cny. 

Well so cny has come to an end. 

And the best thing is I just received my red packet from momsie and daddy. 

Aren't theirs supposed to be the first?

Okok whatever, the sequence doesn't really matter 

But then I hate the formalities. 

All the nice words and all. 

Simple and nice, happy new year daddy but he always demand for more. 

But I still got my share from him in the end. 

I'm gonna be a good girl and hopefully I won't touch the money that I received this year. 

Since nine west pay this month came in promptly. 

I like. 

Work at T3 today was kinda horrible because it was so bored and I practically read my day away. 

So now Mich can laugh at me, because I was laughing at how far expo would be and then today I had to travel even further. 

See how sad my life is. 

Sigh 

Goodnight, it's bedtime. 

And I need to remind myself to get my clothes altered at the tailor soon. 

My parcels came knocking at my door today. 

Happy. 

I forget when was this with Triff. 

But i'm very sure it was a day after work. 

I don't know when was the last time I meet this girl. 

So meet up soon bby girl! 

Feels like I'm giving in like always. 

I don't see life becoming any better. 

Shermaine, just fuck your life 

I don't feel well tonight 

OMG

This is killing me, i'm dying of boredom here.

Should I go home later and sleep my Sat night away?

:(

Shermaine is :(

:(

Anyway I've no idea what came over me.

I wore heels to work.

My 4.5 inch heels.

Plum

Awesome, the postman came knocking at my door but apparently no one was home so the three parcels were sent back to the post office. 

So now I've to either wait till Mon to get my stuffs or collect it myself from the post office tomorrow. 

Imma sad girl now because of that. 

As you all know I would be too lazy to collect it myself 

So Sel and Mich, now you know how boring my work is. 

I didn't even know they stepped into stage already. 

So dinner after work. 

Ok photos soon! 

I promise 

1st Jan

I spent the first day of the year at Sentosa 

Tanning, not for me. 

We brought two mats there and one mat back because I dumped mine on the way home. 

I went without sleep. 

Boat quay, home then Sentosa. 

I was half dead by the time I made it to Sentosa 

So much for nothing. 

Ribbons

Just a bit to being in frozen state in stage today. 

I spent my day reading my book, trying to diet. 

Because I stopped myself from munching on the snacks available at basement 

Lamenting about the ugly new uniform for this season. 

Using the comp at work. 

Making Meiqi and Ag wait for me till I knock off from work. 

That's about my day. 

I feel like writing in my lil journal where no one knows. 

Adios amigo 

Yes yes, if I don't mention about my day with R yesterday, I think she will kill me again. 

I woke up after a drowsy nap. 

Texted her to tell her i'm still home and will be heading out late and she zoomed over to my place. 

She wanted dailyscoops and I told her it's no longer at Sunset, shifted to Holland. 

Then she screwed me at night because we realised they are still available at Sunset :( 

Why is Shermaine so lazy recently. 

She refused to bring her cam out. 

Too lazy to take pictures.

Too lazy for this, too lazy for that. 

Sorry there's something wrong with me tonight. 

Best mistake

Nostalgic, all this just feels so like the past. 

Everyone is back to one and all in one. 

What's that supposed to mean?

What and who am I now? 

Would things even turn out like this?

Lies? I guess so. 

I just have a feeling everything will crumble down and i've a really bad feeling about everything 

Sel and I ended at my place after three hours in Holland V's swensen. 

So we had our main course. 

Followed by drinks then ice-cream. 

Our plan was to find somewhere nice to talk and yeah we really did talk 

We spent the time after that at home, watching gossip girl. 

So yes now i'm back to watching it whenever I feel that it's a homely day 

Town today with ag, meiqi and siewhoon. 

Triff baby, we better meet soon 

A thousand confessions 

31st Dec 

So was this the countdown day? 

I guess so. 

Bugis>Boat Quay>Singapore river 

I wanna sleep by 0115.

Alright I'll wash off my face mask in awhile. 

Goodnight, xoxo 

La minute de silence

I had a full series of dreams last night. 

From happy to normal to sad. 

Some were even ridiculous, like what told that gayboy just now. 

Well well, fine with it. 

Live my life it shall be 

So there's no work today and probably meeting Sel. 

Yeah we agreed we will meet up just to talk and stuffs like that. 

Since it's only the two of us and we always end up talking about really faraway things, like future and all. 

Ok shall wait for her to decide a place before I take my shower. 

And what shall my next hair colour be, I wanna do my nails, hair and everything again. 

Is there like something wrong with me. 

Doing everything after chinese new year but well i don't really give a shit about cny anyway. 

There's no visiting this year. 

Half of the time i was working and another half was at malaysia eating seafood with family for three entire days.

Awesome life, I know. 

Oh yeah bff and I met on Sat's night at plaza sing to watch Percy Jackson and the lightning thief. It was a really nice show. 

Hot, hot. For the entire show, Sel was like telling me

"He's my boyfr, aww so hot" 

Outside ps, we sat there, yeah the two of us. 

Just to talk, we can find places that were ever weird for our chats 

26th Dec 

So hi Nathan and Xianqin 

This was the first day I saw Meiqi after she did her hair. 

And when I saw her. 

I literally went. 

"What happened to your hair?!" 

And my face was like OMG 

Ok I know I exaggerate it a lil. 

I want cheese fries 

It's really time. 

Name

I was gonna make this a fast one. 

I know, i know. 

Trying to make myself feel better. 

Passing phase or what? 

I don't know, but it sucks to be in this state and know that your friends around you are feeling the same too. 

Tonight wasn't a good night. 

I was out of my mind just now. 

I need something different now 

24th Dec 

Triff and I wanted to head to esplanade for a chill, a heart-to-heart talk. 

But somehow I've no idea why we landed in boat quay after town. 

I miss you T! 

Now my camera is covered with injuries because I remembered it bouncing off the chair before landing onto those soil 

Bq 

The various companies that night 

Kaiyue 

He claims that he's cuter than me 

Which's so not true. 

See I told you there's something wrong with me tonight 

This is a fast post. 

I got the dress I promised myself. 

Goodnight I wanna head to bed 

Assorted

When was the last time I really felt happy. 

I can't recall when. 

Things seem to be taking a downturn, and I don't see a change. 

Good or bad? 

Goodnight.

Really 

Toy friend

I guess I still love sg the best. 

Just feels really like home. 

Shermaine, stop blabbering nonsense. 

When you've lived all your 16 going 17 years in sg, where else could feel more home. 

Alright, so basically to sum up my trip. 

It's like eat, sleep, wake up, eat, mahjong and it goes again and again. 

Till I would get turn off by the sight of food. 

But of course the seafood there was awesome but just now my type of place. 

Once in awhile ok, but well now i'm back. 

So so so, back to life here! 

Sel, shall we go to town tomorrow. 

Lived life in the rural areas for three days kinda killed me. 

So town, we go town ok?

I wanna go for my dinner now. 

Freshly showered and I don't feel uneasy at all. 

I miss my room, my cyberspace and my bedddddd. 

Goodbye, gonna meet Rach for dinner in Clem 

20th Dec 

Powerhouse with Triff and Ben. 

With the company of some others later in the night. 

They kept us entertained all the way till the next morning and I swear I couldn't stop laughing. 

Sorry didn't join the lwa get-together on Fri's night.

Too last minute and I already had things planned for that night! 

Meet up for dinner please 

You know what this is 

Martell baby 

Feel like getting high on alcohols naooow.